I don't know if it is the jet lag, or the lack of a pillow and sheets that has me up at 1:15 this morning writing this post. However, I'm going to roll with it and use the opportunity to my advantage.
Admitting how emotional this journey has started out is very hard for me. I am in the city that I have wanted to be in for years and yet...I'm worried. I had just gotten settled in Denver after overcoming a difficult year at DU. I finally chose my majors (Public Policy and Strategic Communications) and I both strengthened relationships with my best friends and began new relationships with my now best friends. I have THE best...Best Friends...let me just make that very clear. And finally, I spent a wonderful summer with my family after having spend the last 21 months away from them and from my gorgeous sister.
Not only do I wonder why I left my sister alone (she's a kick butt senior for cryin' out loud!), but I wonder why I chose to leave a place like DU when it finally felt like a perfect fit.
This is all very hard to admit, but I know that I am where I need to be right now and I look forward to the growth spurt that is about to take place these next three months. Now...enough sappy crappy and let's get to the story!
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